to the new beginnings

i started this year with a lot of passion and inspiration
i was accused of not having dreams or goals at all
my only goal is to keep it exciting.
or i die
i have had all my dreams come true and it wasn't always what i expected or what i needed.
and it doesn't really matter anyway
but i do need to challenge myself
after i've got everything, now i need to face my fears
i have always been fascinated by the unknown and by the things i don't understand
so this year i am taking the road of the two things i've always loved, but felt like i'm not good enough to do myself
math and music
maybe i am not good enough
but let's keep it exciting